Archive for April, 2010

Strange thoughts on Good Friday

04/02/2010

So…over the last 48-ish hours, I’ve had some strange and painful realizations.  The most important among them has been that this site has lost its photo journal intent that I’ve been living a really screwed up spiritual life for basically all of my adult life.  I want to abide by the law without love.  New Testament speaking, I’ve been like a Pharisee (too soon?).  I keep God’s law out of knowing it’s expected of me, not because it’s what’s right.  I’m also incredibly prideful in thinking that I’m strong enough (read: bull headed) to be able to do it on my own without grace.  There’s a lot more floating in my head at the moment, but I feel like this is all I can say right now.

– d

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